so I feel like crap. I always mess up and take things too far. I didn't mean to hurt him, or offend him, but I did, and as usual I'm being the clingy, needy girlfriend and phoning, texting, emailing the works, just trying to make thing better, and all of my attempts are in vain because he doesn't want to talk to me, which i fair enough because I am a complete and utter bitch, I shouldn't have been so harsh and, just, URGH.
why do i always do this??
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Sunday, 2 January 2011
Monday, 9 August 2010
Seriously, you guys puzzle me!
What is it with you guys out there? Why do you insist on confuzing me beyond belief? I'm only one girl, I can't work you out on my own, and I'm pretty sure that if I and all the other girls in the world should team up we still wouldn't be able to understand you'se!
So what's brought this on you may ask, well, I was at a spectacular wedding yesterday, I had a brilliant time, I enjoyed being with my friend, meeting new people and you know, general wedding stuff. My friend has a new Step-Brother(lets call him PBoy), he's an awesome guy, funny, chatting, he can sing and I know neither he or my friend will mind me saying that he is a looker. He is also in a relationship.
Like all Relationships, his is facing what may be classed as a bit of a problem, but it's clear he still loves his girlfriend very much, and she loves him in return. However, My friend has a cousin(lets call her EGirl), who is in no way blood related to the guy in question. She's very pretty, very funny and a good laugh to be around, I can't say I know her well seeing as I only met her last night, but she made a good first impression and I thought she was a nice enough girl.
When back up in our room at about 2am (EGirl had gone home by this point)PBoy confessed that he had a bit of a school boy crush on EGirl. Fair enough right? Everyone is allowed to have a bit of a crush on someone their not with, as long as you stay completely faithful to your partner. That when PBoy said something that shocked me to my core. I won't repete what he said, but I wasn't impressed at all. I didn't want to tell him that I didn't think what he was talking about wasn't fair, because lets face it, I'm a whimp, but yeah.
How can you be so happy in a relationship, so in love, then considering doing something that could potentally ruin your life? It seems stupid. I know that it's not only guys that do that, so please don't think I'm being baised, because I know girls can pretty much screw up there relationships with decent guys by making silly decisions, I just don't understand it myself.
Also, somemthing that is bugging (and if someone, ANYONE, can help me understand this I would be very grateful) My boyfriend bought me an amazing gift the other day, I was so happpy I nearly cried when I was in the house on my own. He sent tme lovely texts and told me he loved me right up until I fell asleep. Then the next day he blanked all my texts, he didn't bother trying to get in touch, it just seemed like he really couldn't give a damn. I don't know what he means by it, and just URGH!
Anyway,
Au reviour
Mes Amis
J'adore Tu (:
xxx
So what's brought this on you may ask, well, I was at a spectacular wedding yesterday, I had a brilliant time, I enjoyed being with my friend, meeting new people and you know, general wedding stuff. My friend has a new Step-Brother(lets call him PBoy), he's an awesome guy, funny, chatting, he can sing and I know neither he or my friend will mind me saying that he is a looker. He is also in a relationship.
Like all Relationships, his is facing what may be classed as a bit of a problem, but it's clear he still loves his girlfriend very much, and she loves him in return. However, My friend has a cousin(lets call her EGirl), who is in no way blood related to the guy in question. She's very pretty, very funny and a good laugh to be around, I can't say I know her well seeing as I only met her last night, but she made a good first impression and I thought she was a nice enough girl.
When back up in our room at about 2am (EGirl had gone home by this point)PBoy confessed that he had a bit of a school boy crush on EGirl. Fair enough right? Everyone is allowed to have a bit of a crush on someone their not with, as long as you stay completely faithful to your partner. That when PBoy said something that shocked me to my core. I won't repete what he said, but I wasn't impressed at all. I didn't want to tell him that I didn't think what he was talking about wasn't fair, because lets face it, I'm a whimp, but yeah.
How can you be so happy in a relationship, so in love, then considering doing something that could potentally ruin your life? It seems stupid. I know that it's not only guys that do that, so please don't think I'm being baised, because I know girls can pretty much screw up there relationships with decent guys by making silly decisions, I just don't understand it myself.
Also, somemthing that is bugging (and if someone, ANYONE, can help me understand this I would be very grateful) My boyfriend bought me an amazing gift the other day, I was so happpy I nearly cried when I was in the house on my own. He sent tme lovely texts and told me he loved me right up until I fell asleep. Then the next day he blanked all my texts, he didn't bother trying to get in touch, it just seemed like he really couldn't give a damn. I don't know what he means by it, and just URGH!
Anyway,
Au reviour
Mes Amis
J'adore Tu (:
xxx
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