I actually don't know why I bother to be honest...

So I did something I told myself I wouldn't do, I apologise to Muffin Head and you know what he said...
"It's okay." and he gave a hug which I wasn't really expecting, but to be honest, I'm still not best pleased, mainly because even his girlfriend thought that I shouldn't have to apologise (I only apologised for her sake) and he didn't even apologise for what he said, so I was extreamly pee'd off to say the least.
I really don't know why I bother anymore, It would be no skin off my nose if I never spoke to him again.
His girlfriend smiled when he hugged me, but she never thanked me. I only did it so he would leave her alone about it, but never mind ey.

So it's offical, I am a proper Ranger now! I have a badge and everything, so I'm rather happy about that, and I also have an amaizing mobile of the "solar system" stuck on my ceiling. Well, I say solar sytem...its really circles of shiney card cut into spirals with nice sparkely sequins stuck on them, but it's still rather prettyfull.

So, still not much to report I'm afraid...
hopefully my weekend will be more eventful

(:

"I have no time for feeling sorry"

Thats it! Thats the end of the exams for a short while, and boy did I feel like stabbing myself with my new amazing Pluto pen from florida...But once I actually thought about the questions and thought, "Hey! I've studied this!" I managed it.

So the quote in the title of this blog actually applies to me because lets face it, I really don't have time to feel sorry, I hope this doesn't make me sound mean or anything, because I like to think of myself as a caring individual, but between rivsing, exams, doctors appointments, homework, coursework and things like that i'm finding it hard to find time to sit down and have a cup of tea.

Hopefully this will get better as the exams are over, although I do have to start practising for the french re-sit. If only I was good enough to pass first time, but never mind.

PARAMORE'S NEW ALBUM IS AMAZING!!!

I've just got it because I had an amazing report for school.

And I'm on a A in english, how amazing is that, I'm so happy lol!!!

wOOt!!

okay, self obsessed blog over, I didn't really have much else to write about, hopefully something will come to mind later....

(:

Circumferance=2 x pi x radius

This picture really hasn't got anything to do with this blog, I just thought it looked pretty and it had something to do with Maths (:

I spent like the majority of the morning trying to remember this formular as a last minute panic for the exam, It turns out I didn't even need it because there was no questions on circles.I also tried to remember Pythagoris Therom aswell and that as also pointless. Silly Exam papers.

Lou-lou is trying to get me to join Travian...So if anyone's on it, will you find me and kill me please, because the deal is, I join but as soon as I'm killed I don't have to play anymore (:

You know when you have an argument with someone but your not particularly bothered by it, and you realise that you should maybe apologise for something you said? Yeah, That happened to me. I was going to apologise for something I said in a argument with Muffin Head last night, honestly I was...but then I heard something he said after I logged off facebook (yeah I know, we're pathetic) that made me think twice about apologising. My second thought was "I refuse to apologise" and that's exactly what I did. I'm not proud of myself, and I won't repete what Muffin Head but I'll tell you that it went along the lines of me being a Farm Yard Animal.I'm not trying to make myself seem like the vicim here, because I'm not, I did say something along the lines of Him talking out of his backside for most of the time, but I don't think I said anything that made me deserve to be called a Farm Yard Animal.
I've spoke to my friend who was upset about mine and Muffin Head's arguement because she was asked to take sides by him, I didn't tell her to take sides because I didn't want to drag her into it. I explained what happened and she seemed to understand where I was coming from, and she did agree that her boyfriend was in the wrong, I've sorted everything out with her, but I still refuse to talk or apologise to sam, I shouldn't have to.

So, enough about that...
My doctor is going to start thinking that I'm a hypacondriact. I was at the doctors yesterday so get a condition seen to, which I was given tablets for, and I was there again today for my second jab, which really hurt!
And I have to say, my doctor is GORGEOUS!! serisouly, he was even wearing odd socks which I thought was amazing, because I was wearing odd socks aswell!
I'm starting to sound odd arn't I?
yeah I thought so....

"Who's Kenny and what did he do?"

Theres this huge piece of graffiti in the town, it's pretty amazing but theres someone spray painted a kinda post-it-note on it that says "Cheers Kenny". So I says to Gracie "I want to know who Kenny is and what he did...".

Anyway, there isn't much point of this blog, just wanted to tell the world about my day, so lets work backwards shall we? We'll start from what's happening now. I'm being mind raped...
Grace is reading children's poetry, I feel like my ears are being man-handeled and my mind is being forced against it's will comprehend. It's hell!! GAH, SHUT UP GRACIE, YES, I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU, SHUSH!! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

So...
trying so hard to move past the mind rape...
Myself and friends went to see Cirque du Freak:The Vampire's assistant today. It was rather good, but it got me thinking, how weird is it that something rather small can cause a large chain of events to start. Like this Steve gadgy, he agravated that pretty spider, so she bit him and sent him into a coma, and being such a loyle friend that Derren was (oohh, the mind rape is over!! yeyyyyyyy!!!!) he sacrafised his mortal life. Steve recovered and figured out that Derren was a vampire and he wasn't happy so he join the bad vampires and there was a big fight near the end. So yeah, that was good. According to Gracie, our friend, RL didn't stop texting her boyfriend for the duration of the film, which didn't surprise me at all because whenever we go to the cinema with her nower days all she does is text all the way through the movie, and it seemed to me that her phone was surgicly attactched to her hand anyway.

So moving on,

If I had a thousand pounds I could have quite easily spent it all in the town on clothes, starbucks and the cinema, but unfortuntly I don't have a thousand pounds.
I want to talk move onto the main subject of this blog which is friendship.

We were walking down the street by the university when I noiced that our little group of friends are totally different to each other, I mean anyone could tell just by looking at us.

Amy was wearing black skinnies, a black tee, a purple hoody, back combed hair and loads of black eye makeup.

Rachel was wearing blue shorts, purple tights and a grey hoodie, n0t much makeup and natural hair.

Shannon was wearing short shorts, a torqoise tee and grey tanktop and a black jacket and carfully styled hair.

I was wearing grey jeans, a black tanktop, a green cardigan, a pearl necklace and my hair tied up.

Aswell as looking totally different, we have total assparations in life. I can't stand the thought of staying in sunderland for the rest of my life, I want to move to scotland and teach whereas Rachel can't stand the thought of moving away, and she wan't to stay close to home for as long as she lives. It's our differences that make us great. But just because we have many differences doesn't mean we don't have similarities. I mean aside from Shanny, we pretty much all share the same great taste in music, and we share similiar hobbies.

All I can say is that were all amazing and even if we do lose contact when we go to collage, we'll always have those amazing memories that will never ever be forgotten.

The new girl in town

So, in everyone's life there is a time were you're the new kid right? It may be at school, or the place you just moved to, or maybe at a after school club or something. Everyone has a "new kid" phase, sometimes it can be really daunting, like when your at school because you might think I'll only ever been known as the new kid. Believe me, I get that, but you can totally work it to your advantage. Play on it. It gives you the perfect excuse to talk to that cute guy in your class, because you don't know your way to your next class and he obviously does.

I bring this up because last night I was bored out of my mind and I was willing to do anything to kill off my boredom. I was even considering jumping out the window to see if it would hurt, then came a little glimmer of hope in the form of a tweet on twitter. A friend (well, more like aquantance) posted a tweet telling twitter about his live streem and how he was online and his friend was doing a talk. Now, its no secret that my aquantance is a geek, lets nickname him CuteGeek, and I have a bit of a thing for geeks, so I jumped at the opertunity to see his lovely braced smile and kill my boredom at the same time and clicked on the link.
So there he was in all his glory on my laptop screen, chatting away to some people on the chat room, so I thought Hey, I'll join the chat! So I did. And this is where I felt like the new girl.
I didn't know how to work anything. There was all these codes I could use but I didn't know what any of them did, so I decided I best just leave them otherwise my laptop might just self destruct.
So there I was listening to CuteGeek's Friend chatting away about swine flu, and global warming and blah blah blah, I wasn't really interested, so I asked CuteGeek Why his msn wasn't working, then one stupid bloke asked "Why? CuteGeek (Only he used his real name) Doesn't even have msn, and even if he did he wouldn't give it to you, just email him"
I had to refrain from saying: Hey buddy, shut up because he does have msn, and he give it to me personally, and at least I actually know him and not just some randomer half way across the country on his chat!!!
Insted I stuck with: Urm okay.
He replied with:Who are you? CuteGeek's Girlfriend?
I very nearly said "I wish" but I didn't, I just said no. It was one of those moments were you can't say I Wish Because then he know that you like him, and you wouldn't want to blow your cover but you also hide behind HAH! Ergh, no way man! Incase you hurt his feelings, so I just stuck with plain old No.

What made things worse was that I was the only girl in the chat, and I feel like I really let down girls all around the world with my lack of knowledge in computers and stupidity in basicly everything.

So, answer me this, have you ever found yourself in a situation like mine, or if not, can you describe a time when you were the new kid on the block?

It's a little bit funny

Isn't it weird how changing or removing one little thing can make such a difference. So you probably havn't the foggiest about what I'm on about, so let me explain...

...Take my friend Rachel for example. If I'm tell my brother about what me and Rachel did in the town that day he'll probably say "which Rachel?" and I'll say "You know, Ginger Rachel"

Its not meant to be offencive, but when ever I think about Rachel I usually think of her amazing, curly, ginger hair. Thats just life.

Grace, from time to time I call her Blondie. This is for two reasons a) she's blonde and b) She is a typical blonde sometimes. However, If she was a brunette I wouldn't be able to call her blondie with out people looking at me with a confussed look on their face thinking What, is she colour blind?

But they're just little things. Lets move onto bigger things, but not quite the biggest.

The weather, isn't it weird how the weather can effect our physical well beings. Like winter, winter brings on colds, flu, pheumonia and hypathermia. At the moment i'm suffering from a cold, a very bad one at that. My brother is suffering man-flu. My mother has only just recovered from whatever she had, my yongest brother has a bad cold and my father is bound to get man flu soon.

Summer, summer brings on hayfever, its a bad time for exzma suffers in the summer too.

So now lets move onto the big things.

If my parents hadn't split up, would I have two brothers? Would I be as happy as I am now?

If I was different, just a small change in personality, would I live the life I live now? Would I have all my amazing friends?

If I hadn't met Grace, would I have met Mark? Would I still be sitting at the back of the class on my own with no friends?

All this probably means nothings to you, and you've probably already stopped reading, If you've getten this far, well done :P

But this is just something I was thinking about last night before I went to bed.

It's kinda like the Butterfly Effect or the Domino Effect, If you change one thing about your personality or your past, does it changed everything for you in the future?

Mmmmm....Hugh Jackman....

I recently watched the new X-Men movie, you know, the one all about Wolverine. Has anyone else seen it? I have to say, it was pretty amazing! There were a good few twists and It was good fun watching Hugh Jackman run naked through the country side :P

If Hugh Jackman isn't enough for you...does anyone watch lost??

I can just imagen Lou Lou perking up at this point, Yes Charlie from lost was in it, un fortunatly he was murdered with in the first 45 minutes, but he was in it all the same.

So my question to my fellow bloggers and X-Men fans is:

Do you think that the "mutants" are actually mutant freaks, or are they just people with special skills that no mere mortal could posses?

Makes you think doesn't it?

Come to think of it, the "mutants" are kinda like people with disablities (okay, I know that sounds mean, but please let me explain). They have different ablities and disablities just like disabled people. Take Rouge for example, She can't touch anyone without involentarly absorbing their memories, physical strength, and in the case of mutants, super powers. Pretty cool huh? Not really, you see, she wouldn't be able to hold hands with her boyfriend unless she was wearing gloves, she wouldn't be able to kiss some, and what not. Can you imagine how put out she must feel sometimes? Also, Some people look down on Mutants or make fun of them, just like some people make fun of people with disablities.

Okay, so enought about that.

If you could be a member of the X-Men, who would you be? This could be made up or an exsiting one. Please answer, I don't get many comments and I fancy a chat :P

I don't know who I would be, Although if I was involved with Wolverine or Gambit, I would be one happy mutant.

This is Gambit, he has the ablity to control imanimate objects with kinetic power. He also has a hypnotic charm, is a skilled card thrower and has the use of a staff. He is also very very fitt (: