Long Time No See / Sound Track Of My Life

Well, it's been a while. Due to the not so recent death of my laptop, i've been finding hard to get access to the internet and therefore being unable to blog, which isn't good because I have so much to talk about!

So, about two weeks ago I started talking to my ex boyfriend again. I know what you're thinking "Why in gods name did you do that?" and the answer to that is, I have absolutly no idea! Seriously, I don't know what possesed me. Maybe it was jelousy that my friend was talking to him, or maybe it's because I couldn't hold back much longer, I guess I'll never know.

I landed myself in a big mess when I asked if he would be intrested in a date with my friend. He said no because he never really got over me. So here I am sitting next to my friend thinking ohpoo,ohpoo,ohpoo!!! What am I supposed to say to her? I tell her he didn't text back. I ended up telling her that He did text back but he said no because he has strong feelings for someone else, I couldn't tell her it was me....

So I went to see the Ex after a few nights of soppy text messages to each other and alot of tears and confusion. I'll spare you the messages because you might just be sick on your computer and I don't want that to happen, but I'll tell you that he said that he still loves me and I still love him.

we went out as just friends and let me tell you, it was good to see him again, and just as a friend too because it cleared my head alot. I still love him, but I have much more important things to be worrying about such as school and college to be worrying about a relationship with my Ex right now.

Anyway, I'm going to get onto my soundtrack for this week, because It seems to me that I've neglected it a little.

10) Northern Downpour - Panic! at the Disco

9)What Your Boyfriend Said - Little Man Tate

8)Lithium - Nirvana

7)Poker Face - Lady Gaga (the one on live lounge, not the origonal)

6)Love Song - Four Years Strong

5) Turn It Off - Paramore

4)Same Jeans - The View

3)Read My Mind - The Killers

2)I don't care (this is why we can't have nice things) - The Blackout

and the song of the week this week is....

1) New Shoes - Paolo Nutini

I absolutly love this song, it is like the ultimate feel good song. I just love paolo nutini in general because he has an amazing voice I less than 3 him (l)

and the song of shame this week is....

Party In the U.S.A - Miley Cyrus.
Seriously girl, grow up!

AND stop posting raunchy phtots of yourself on the internet if you want to be respected as a person you just don't do that, it's not right, your supposed to be a girl that smaller girls look up to and be all, "One day I'm gonna be just like Hannah Montana". Yeah I wouldn't want to be like you thanks.

Sound track of my life

Due to the recent death of my laptop, I havn't been able to post a new blog ): isn't that naff? not good at all.

So I had alot of problems picking my favourite songs this week because i just can't pick them. AND it took me a long time to pick a song of shame too! What is the world coming to people?

So anyway, lets give this a shot shall we? I'm doing this differently this time because I'm going to do it like chart style from 10 to 1? get me?

10)New Shoes - Paolo Nutini (every one has heard last request right????)(also, Paolo Nutini is very much SCOTTISH!!!even though his FATHER is of Italian decent)

9)Bad Influence - Pink (good song)

8)Backfire at the Disco - The Wombats (it's very hard not to sing along)

7)Doctor - Cute is What We Aim For

6)Homesick at Spacecamp - Fall Out Boy (they havn't split, their just taking a break for the sake of pete's wife and kid.)

5)How To Save A Life - The Fray (v.v.sad song)

4)I'm Yours - The Script (I L.O.V.E the lyrics to this song)

3)Anywhere But Here - Mayday Parade

2)Can Wait Forever - Simple Plan

and the number one for this week is....
drum roll please......1)Pete Wentz Is The Only Reason We're Famous - Cobra Starship (So what you got a crew, I got a Crew too)

and the song of shame for this week is........

I think I Better Leave Right Now - Will Young

Seriously dude, if your going leave, get gone, stop making such a bit fuss out of it, just flipping go, no-one likes you anyway...well, apart from you mum, rachel and lana, and a few mums out there, but apart from that most of the female population think your a dim whitted numpty...which you might be for all I know...I'm not saying you are...put on the photo above you look like a dim whitted numpty.so, just go, stop singing, and if you feel you must sing, sing a good song, and make a good video for it, because you totally confused the world's population with the video for think I better leave right now.

So that conclueds this week's sound track,

till we meet again mes aimes (:

Sound Track Of My Life

well well well... lets get started shall we?
1) Teenage Dirtbag - Wheetus (awesome song, it has to be said!)
2) Children Of The Night - The Backout (it's rather scary at the beginning, but it is AWESOME!)
3) Dakota - A Rocket To The Moon (are you in love with me too?)
4) Everybody's Screaming!!! - Lostprophets (woah woah woah!!!)
5) What I Like About You - Lilix (you really know how to dance!)
6) Hollywood - Cute Is What We Aim For (when the fight for life was in the cival rights.)
7) Last Request - Paolo Nutini (Grant my last request and let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders, lay down beside me. Sure I can accept we're going nowhere, but one last time lets go there...)
8) Shooting the Moon - OK Go (good luck with shooting the moon)
9) Undisclosed Desires - Muse (your beauty's not just a mask.)
10) Leave out All the Rest - Linkin Park.

and the song of shame for this week is...........

Under Pressure - Jedward!
Urgh...seriously people, shame on you for even let them getting that far! it's not good! you might as well have just slowly melted my ears away with a birthday candel. how could you do this to the world.
You know what's next don't you....
....an album, is that what you want? is it?
Gah!! ):

Sound Track Of My Life

Well mes aimes, How are you?
I've got to tell you I'm not too good right now...it's got nothing to do with me, not really, these arn't my emotions...I'm not brilliant with handeling people when they get all emotional on me, I tend to blab on and try and make them smile again, like I said, I'm not to good with handeling things like that, and it seems to me that alot of people around me are having alot of problems lately "/it's not good.
So, I'm going to try and lighten the mood.
If you know me well, you'll know that my life revolves around music, I l.o.v.e music! It's just who I am, so I have decided to make a regular blog called "Sound Track Of My Life" where I tell you the songs I've been listening in the past couple of days or so, sometimes they tend to sum up how I've been feeling.Who knows, I might even tell you the songs I've been detesting latly?
So, lets begin...
1) gives you hell - All American Rejects (Basicly, every time I hear this song I smile because i imagine a certain someone seeing me one day and being like "Frick, what did I hurt her for" that gives makes me smile)
2) Havn't met you yet - Micheal Buble (Because I havn't met him yet)
3) Canvas Bags - Tim Minchin (lets do something drastic to rid the world of plastic)
4) I'm Yours - Jason Maraz (It's a feel good song and I like the scatting in it)
5) Fireflies - Owl City (Okay, lets just get one thing straight, I am Not Listening to owl city because it's in the charts, I listen to owl city because because I was meant to be going to see them but the ticket were sold out and now I can't go ): )
6)Don't stop believeing - Journey (Not!!!!! The glee cast!!)
7)Everyday Combat - lostprophets (good song)

and Now I cant think of anything else because grace is kicking me in the back
bye for now (:

Some people just get dealt the crappy cards of life

So, the other day I went out to newcastle with my friends, went to the metro centre and had a pretty good time out. We got the metro home, and I was panicing a bit because the train was going really fast and rocking alot, Cam decided it would be really funny to make me even more scared by saying that we were going to come off the tracks.
Anyway, I was sitting there listening to my iPod trying to ignor the fact that Cam was staring with a scary look on his face to freak me out further. I heard someone drop something and I looked up and saw that the man standing at the metro doors had dropped his book and he was bending over to pick it up, then he started shaking, he couldn't reach his book, he had gone completely white and looked like he was going to collapse. Fortunatly the man sitting down stood up and helped him to a seat and some other people ran up to tell the driver to stop because we needed help. I couldn't help but stare, neither could the rest of the train. I wanted to go up to him and help, but there was nothing I could do. He was taken away and looked after by a nice couple on the Metro. Seeing that made me think about my work's expo, when Rory took a fit, how I was upset just hearing about it, what would I be like if I had to actually deal with it as part of my job? My friend was very comforting and said something that inspired me to write this blog.
"Some people get dealt the bad hand in life, I mean look at you, you've had some pretty crappy card, but look at you now"
Or something to that effect, and It made me thing, yeah some people do get dealt the crappy cards of life, I mean, I was made homeless at the age of 13, but look how I've turned out, I'm happy with life now, I made the most of what I have. Some people get dealt worse cards than others, but you need to just make the best of it, because other wise you'll let it stop you living your life, and that is not the way to go. So go out there and enjoy yourself, no matter your condition, or homelife, because if you let it get to you, your letting it win, and never let anything beat you.

One Day I Will Be a Na'vi

If you havn't been to see Avatar yet I suggest you go right now. Well, not right now, but maybe after you read this blog or something.
I'm not going to go Into the whole story of Avatar and spoil it for you, like I usually do, but I will tell you this, I want to be a really tall blue person who can ride amazing flying creatures and shoot arrows with absolute precision.

One day I will be, a Na'Vi and live in a big tree on Pandora.

There is a reason behind this of course, A strange reason at that, and here it is:

I want to be able to chose my life partner under a tree that will hear me prayers.

Weird isn't it? That a tree can hear and answer your prayers, how odd. It's kinda romantic, and thats how soppy I am, I want to chose my life partner under a sacred tree.

it's not like I'm religous or anything, far from it infact I just like the idea of being joined to your soul mate and love each other for ever.

Ofcourse, it would be nice if he was the perfect Na'vi for me like, someone I can argue with but not upset so much that they don't talk to be for about a month or something, because I must admit, I like a good debate, not a heated on where we're shouting at each other, but a one we can agree and disagree on and talk about and laugh about later on, because that's how light hearted it should be really.

Now I'm stuck on what to write about so I might just end it there.

Reading back on that, this blog was pretty pointless really, but you know me, just a randomer with too much time on her hands.

WOOOOOOOOOT!!

Oh my giddy god's pajammas!!! I got an A in my english Exam and a C in my Maths Exam!!!
Wooooooooooot!
I can't believe it. This is amazing! Their putting me in for higher paper in my next exam in Maths and I only have to do literature in English now!! How amazing is that?
All my friends have done amazingly well too, which makes me even more proud!
But heres a bit of advice to anyone who didn't achieve what they wanted: Don't let it bumm you out. As long as you've tried your best theres not much more anyone could ask of you. And you get to resit, so next time, maybe take a little bit longer to revise, and when I say revise I don't been stare at the revision book and hope to absorb the contents, but read it, practise and ask for help when you need it.
Do you think I got my passes by staring at the computer screen and thinking "yeah, I should maybe revise now....hmm maybe later...".
Nope, Well okay, I must admit I do that sometime but hey I'm only human. What I'm saying is that when you get that feeling, finish the thought with "Actually, I think I will..." and pick up that book, pick up your reading specs, turn off the laptop/computer and phone and get studying, because that is the only way your going to pass, unless ofcourse your superwoman/man and you can do anything without trying, or your my brother who seems to be able to do anything without revising.
So if it's alright with you, I'm going to do some french revision now and cross my fingers and hope to god I don't die next lesson.