Long Time No See / Sound Track Of My Life

Well, it's been a while. Due to the not so recent death of my laptop, i've been finding hard to get access to the internet and therefore being unable to blog, which isn't good because I have so much to talk about!

So, about two weeks ago I started talking to my ex boyfriend again. I know what you're thinking "Why in gods name did you do that?" and the answer to that is, I have absolutly no idea! Seriously, I don't know what possesed me. Maybe it was jelousy that my friend was talking to him, or maybe it's because I couldn't hold back much longer, I guess I'll never know.

I landed myself in a big mess when I asked if he would be intrested in a date with my friend. He said no because he never really got over me. So here I am sitting next to my friend thinking ohpoo,ohpoo,ohpoo!!! What am I supposed to say to her? I tell her he didn't text back. I ended up telling her that He did text back but he said no because he has strong feelings for someone else, I couldn't tell her it was me....

So I went to see the Ex after a few nights of soppy text messages to each other and alot of tears and confusion. I'll spare you the messages because you might just be sick on your computer and I don't want that to happen, but I'll tell you that he said that he still loves me and I still love him.

we went out as just friends and let me tell you, it was good to see him again, and just as a friend too because it cleared my head alot. I still love him, but I have much more important things to be worrying about such as school and college to be worrying about a relationship with my Ex right now.

Anyway, I'm going to get onto my soundtrack for this week, because It seems to me that I've neglected it a little.

10) Northern Downpour - Panic! at the Disco

9)What Your Boyfriend Said - Little Man Tate

8)Lithium - Nirvana

7)Poker Face - Lady Gaga (the one on live lounge, not the origonal)

6)Love Song - Four Years Strong

5) Turn It Off - Paramore

4)Same Jeans - The View

3)Read My Mind - The Killers

2)I don't care (this is why we can't have nice things) - The Blackout

and the song of the week this week is....

1) New Shoes - Paolo Nutini

I absolutly love this song, it is like the ultimate feel good song. I just love paolo nutini in general because he has an amazing voice I less than 3 him (l)

and the song of shame this week is....

Party In the U.S.A - Miley Cyrus.
Seriously girl, grow up!

AND stop posting raunchy phtots of yourself on the internet if you want to be respected as a person you just don't do that, it's not right, your supposed to be a girl that smaller girls look up to and be all, "One day I'm gonna be just like Hannah Montana". Yeah I wouldn't want to be like you thanks.